+ bullshit fakers.. enchanted kingdoms ++

san mateo and their pancit bihon

2004-09-12T14:15:00.000-07:00

we went to san mateo rizal yesterday to have an occular inspection on the resort we will be renting for 3 days. it was so near manila, the only problem is the traffic itself. we we're fetched at 9.05 and we went back in manila at 12.30. they prepared an am snack for us, it was pancit. it isn't delicious. lol. sorry for being rude, but i didn't liked it. id rather drink patis than swallow a spoonful of their pancit. haha

happy bday jards

2004-09-10T21:05:00.000-07:00

it's jardine's 26th bday. i told him that 26 is already a marrying age. haha. he was pissed. anyway, i learned few days back that my neighbor/playmate's dad passed away. im not emotionally connected to them but still it's depressing. losing someone is depressing. her dad already went to quadruple (correct my spelling, pls. haha) bypass operation in the heart. 14 persons already donated blood for him. her father's past lifestyle was the reason why he ended up with that kind of heart disease. omg. that isn't a nice warning for me. il try my best to lessen my vices. that means i have to experience less pain, emotionally. hehe.

miracle

2004-09-08T22:45:00.000-07:00

we are supposed to be the reporter for our socio-politics class, but to tell you honestly, i don't feel like reporting so i asked God to give us friday na lng for our report. We went to our class and we're called to go in-front but to our surprise, the pc & multimedia isn't working. YISSS!!! an answered prayer! ha-ha. now i have more time to read my part about J.S. Mill :) i'm just playing RO right now. It's a reward for myself after finishing my homework in Quatech.

org week-out. RO-in!

2004-09-07T15:45:00.000-07:00

the org week is finally finished. i think i already regained the energy that i wasted. thank God, my life's back to normal once more. no need to go to school so freakin early, no more meetings and no more criticisms from our moderator. i enjoyed my weekend. my classmate, her bf and i burned mj. it was fun and i missed tokin. i was high for 14 hours. finally.. i found the drug buddies im looking for. :) btw, im playing Ragnarok again (since saturday noon). heehee. mark helped me gain level 14 just for 2 hours. my other account is now a thief with a level of 17. oh yeah!

*i heart bech = 350K zeny* * i heart mark = tank! tank! items and RO tips* *i heart wudie = items and panlalait!* thankyoo guys!!!

it's good to be back

2004-08-31T21:04:00.000-07:00

i missed blogging. ha-ha. blogspot was busted few weeks back. i almost forgot this crap, not until my coolest idol JASON asked my help. he's also using blogspot! YIS! we both are using xanga before hehe. anyways.. ive got lots of blurbs. my life is so exciting LOL. my good ol'friend and drinking buddy Ramon, pm'd me at YM. he told me he was suicidal. he narrated his life. he said it was miserable. i dunno, but i think he's life's not that bad. he feels that way because he himself doesnt want to make things right. he's scenario resulted to the use of valium, pollen and weed. he's inloved with sadness. he wants to see me and i promised him that i will be there to listen to his emo-stories. haha. :) got to do my html shit. il blog later. jah guide, one love!

b b b

2004-08-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

i'm tired and i'm losing my social life! i no longer go out every weekend. i am broke (not really. haha). i am turning into a geek. waaaaa. actually, this is just exag. i have all the time in the world but the problem is i can't budget my time freaking well. i don't know how to conserve my own energy that's why im always tired. i can't accomplish ALL my tasks because of some unclosed reasons. i still have lots of things to do and there's more to come (SC WEBSITE! fugkkkk.)

3 DAY OVERVIEW / monday: went to school from 8am - 8pm. wtf. / tuesday: 7.30 - 4.30 - i failed to attend my guidance counseling cos im so tired and hungry. the best solution was a resched. webtech is a breeze tho. dr.G made comments to the site im building for our org. she was never satisfied. she never said 'good' or something like that can boost my morale. mind her.. im doing all that shit for free! and if im not doing that site, i may still add 3hours of sleep everyday. CONCEPTUALIZING IS HARD, FYI! tonette's accepting jobs from SC yet im the one who's doing them all. i wish they will give me an award at graduation. HAHAHA. dream on sucka. / wednesday: woke up at 6.45 to eat breakfast. i need to start working on my thesis' RRL by 7. i should be finished by 9. i have to make my reflection paper for my 4.30 pm class. i still need to read. crappppppppppp.

things i have to do
1. create RRL (due: friday)
2. edit TEL'S revision (due: friday)
3. read SPT (5 political theorists : )
4. study for QUATECH quiz (thursday)
5. read income taxation (monday)
6. WEBSITE!
7. gather all my guts to realize that next week's already midterms week. damn.

vegetarian my ass

2004-08-01T15:15:00.000-07:00

i slept about 6am today. mark and i talked; and after that i went OL. i talked to idol vince and we planned on playing gunbound, but my connection is too fuckign lagged so i just slept cos i was kinda tired and sleepy already. i woke up at noon, about 1pm, and i was hungry... i decided to cook myself bacon and eggs. argh. it was a tough decision on my part cos im planning to go vegetarian since last week. but i was too lazy to cook my own veggies that's why i resorted to meat. OH YEAH MEAT. screw me! you can't blame me, im damn hungry.. im planning to start this vegetarian thing as soon as mom arrive so she can cook me recipes of veggies that i eat. hehe. im planning to finish whatever it is i have to do right now... goodluck anne! rawr.

i talked to miss riva, she's my deskmate at work when i was an ojt at magnus. we had a chitchat. it was fun.. especially about the EVIL HR. (i thought dilbert the comic's evil HR was just an exaggeration.. but when i met this lady.. OMG.. it was true after all. LOL) we shared almost the same thought about EVIL HR. she also gave me words of wisdom. i was touched. i wished her goodluck and i hope we'll get in touch. i know il be learning lots of things from her. she rocks!

whattasadweekend

2004-08-01T03:15:00.000-07:00

last friday.. i was happy to answer our machine problem. that was it. rj told me that team 2 of the 13angels lost against inx and cyberteria. rj's team will no longer play on saturday. unfortunately, barney's team was also defeated.. so it will be devilz and inx for the championship game. sad. :( anyway.. i just slept the whole saturday. the week was very tiring. i never did accomplish anything that i need to do, that's the sad part. its a good thing i enjoyed sleeping. ha ha ha.

happy bday jopau gerrl.

crying time again

2004-07-29T21:36:00.000-07:00

my eyes is a goddam pain in the ass. im experiencing irritation.. i think i have a cut or infection in my left eye caused by my dirty contact lenses. i need to buy ReNu (contact lens solution), im using this cheap brand my aunt bought at the drugstore when i needed a solution badly. cheap brands are really good for nothing. hope this pain will soon be gone. i almost flunked my quiz in SAD this afternoon because of my irritated eyes. i got a 73%. damn. but, its ok. i got a low score cos i didnt study. but let me tell you while i was taking my quiz i was crying like a turtle. its like im emotionally hurt or something. haha. its good to pretend though.

we had a GA with the 3rd yr students and dammit they are so fucking noisy. i hate their asses, specially those girls who are at the back. i want to kick them all like there's no tomorrow. rarr.

happy bday kuya

2004-07-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

today is kuya's bday. last night he and his friends went out to drink. he'll probably do the same today. i observed few changes on my bro's attitude. he's kind as hell. when he woke up about 6.30 am to check his phone.. he smiled and told me "happy bday." then he slept again. he gave me a dj mix cigarette. i was touched. damn.. i wish he's like that everyday. I LOVE MY KUYA!!

another vegan

2004-07-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

i was talking to my good ol'friend 2 days ago and we came across the vegan and sXe topic again. he told me he was edge already; i was like surprised cos before he's a drunkard. that gave me hope. it really did. but im not so bad..before i smoke 5 sticks minimum.. now i smoke 3 sticks maximum. talking about quatech! hehe. minimize and maximize crap. before i drink almost everyweek..but now.. i dont want to taste alcohol (as iffff) haha. i viewed miyo's webcam and darnit.. he's so thin. really thin. he told me it was because he was vegetarian already. holycrap. i wanna try eating veggies. i might get thin. haha. dreammm on.

my brother's friends was here. they talked to me and i replied to them just for the hell of it. they were nice tho. good thing. i hate talking to phony people. but they are nice. tomorrow, its kuya's bday. :P

legallized smoking.. :p

2004-07-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

i did something BAAAD this morning and i did it two times but i won't tell you! ha-ha. enuf of that. hmm.. i attended our new sched for incotax and as usual my prof is the best. im not too crazy for him, though. but he really makes our boring school setting fun and hyper. i feel bad for my friend justine. i have to admit that she handled some of her past situations incorrectly but she already learned her lesson. i was pretty furious when i knew about her break up with her bf. it even game a hemorrhage when i learned that the guy's reason is lame. how could a blog that's so short be the cause of my friend's hurting? (sa nagsulat ng blog na un.. how about saying sorry to my friend? ganyan kna ba kacool? how does it feel to ruin someone's relationship? masarap ba? wag ka magpapakita saken!!!!!) i thought they were ok already, until now im still curious about the "kailangan ko.." alibi of dre. im on justine's side FYI. i know her side of the story, and its a real pain seeing her suffer. // marie, rachel and i smoked at my place. we read A COOL CHICK's (ack..) blog. mwahaha. after a few minutes, my kuya arrived and told me "yung yosi mo sa ashtray di mo tinapon, buti umuwi ako kundi makikita ni Ma." i don't know if i'll deny that the cigarette was mine.. but i agreed that i left the cigarette and thanked him. LEGAL NKO MAGYOSI KAY KUYA!!!!! wooohooo. *sayaw sayaw*

musically malnourished

2004-07-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

i suddenly realized that ive been living 2 months of my life with lack of music. i shall therefore diagnose myself as musically malnourished. flashback..my pc was busted because of motherboard problems and since then, i had no chance to listen to my favorite mp3s. Matchbook Romance, Co&Ca's Second Stage Turbine Blade, Mad Caddies, The Get Up Kids, The Juliana Theory, Curl Up And Die, Ignite, At The Drive In, Shai Hulud, Himsa, Saosin, Horse the band and etc etc etc; those are my favorites to name a few. Ive got a total of 15gig space just for mp3s. imagine that.. im missing them all right now that my soundcard is still uninstalled.

im still not sleeping... for more than 32 hours. gee. i feel dizzy.

anne decides to die ?

2004-07-24T20:14:00.000-07:00

i finished eating mcnuggets and milo. this is my first meal of the day. im sooo hungry. i have nothing to narrate cos i was just asleep all day. il tell you what happened yesterday..

yesterday i was supposed to be going to the tambayan with jax..but for some reason she directly went there without dropping by to fetch me. what a shame. but its ok.. went over it already. she knew that i was pissed, but now everything's a-ok. im planning to attend spt because i dont want to be present whenever there's a reporting. Often than not, i can't understand anything. Let's just say I'm just at ease when the "real teacher" is the one teaching us the lesson. After the tambayan, Rachel and I headed for the library.. as I've said im not in the mood to attend a political reporting.. but to my dismay, my professor saw me in the library. She was about to exit as i enter the lib.. she looked at me with love. hehe. i hurriedly went back to the room and my two friends laughed at me. the reporting was fun though. Brosia (pugad baboy's Brosia look-alike classmate of ours) and her group reported. we heard brosia talk and she has an alien-like accent. i bet she's from the province. she pronounced the word aristotle strangely. her groupmate made a visual aid.. for chrissake, it was written in an acetate and penmanship was awful. awful awful.

when i went home i went online and downloaded paulo coelho's books. my professor told us to read a book he had written but i forgot the title, i only found the alchemist, Veronika decides to die and another book.. forgot title, having bad memory sucks. anyway.. i finished reading Veronika decides to die at that moment, it suits my mood cos few days ago, im thinking of killing myself because of over depression. after reading that novel, i became more interested on coelho. planning to buy the real thing.. i mean a real paperback book. i slept early yesterday because mark and i fought.

drugged

2004-07-22T19:57:00.000-07:00

just arrived home. it's raining cats and dogs outside and i forgot my jacket; dammit, i didnt anticipate the fact that my country is presently in its rainy season. im fond of bringing my jacket though.. im bringing it almost everywhere;anytime. but not this time. ha-ha. the reason for my coming late is the meeting we had for our org. i should be home by 5..but we just fooled around with our discussions that's why we finished longer than expected. it was fun. my co-officers are the best.

on my S.A.D class, i didnt managed to listen to my prof's discussion. just surfed the net and created my blog entry about my problem with my brother. hihi. i suddenly thought of being high. i searched for household highs. im planning to try robitussin for a change. i texted geng if she still knew someone who's selling MJ. i want to buy one ziplock. i really do. i missed tokin. but when i saw a 5 fingers under my brother's pillow just a few days ago.. i grabbed the opportunity and smoked it. he-he. now i want my own. i want to try S too..im curious. but hey.. i have no plans of getting addicted to it. i can't support any vice at the moment. i can only afford winston lights. 1 pack for every 2 days. i smoke a lot. i suck. i used to be a sXe wannabe... i sucked and i am influenced by my friends easily. im gonna die soon. believe me.

i think il sleep late today.. il talk to mark or maybe study. whatever suits my mood, that's the thing il do. i want to read st.agustine. im interested with his theories.

my brother is a bastard

2004-07-22T13:59:00.000-07:00

last night, i didn't get to enjoy my pc. aol was soooo lagged. so i logged off quite early than the usual. i just talked to mark but he entertained a visitor so we said ta-ta early. my brother arrived home and he used our pc, i can say he's got a lot of high expectations from our 3 year old computer knowing that it has new motherboard (this time it's an intel desktop board.. i dano what's good about it tho). when he logged in, he was pissed as hell when he knew that it is as slow as before.. he started saying foul words about our tito joey (joey maintains our pc's). he ended up being real violent. he exploded and the next thing i knew is that he threw the mouse to our cpu and our cpu switch was broken. i was really sad. that depressed me. i wonder what's wrong with my kuya.. he kept on acting immaturely whenever he can't control his anger. i told my friends a couple of times that my brother needs anger management. they just laughed, but deep inside im hurt (naks. haha). his anger didnt stop there, he still uttered foul words again and again.. he was talking to me and yet ive got nothing to say to him.. i was just real sad. it depressed me. he ended up throwing the keyboard this time and i didnt have a chance to control my tears. i cried.. kuya called mom and he told her all bad stuffs about the newly upgraded pc and tito joey. i feel bad for mom cos i know she did her best to make the pc okay again. i texted her and i told her to nevermind everything kuya said and il explain to her the next day what really happened. i cried. again, im depressed.

a perfect day for a bananafish...

2004-07-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

ok... so.. this is like my fifth online journal. hehe. i really suck. dammit. but its ok, atleast im motivated to create another one.. thanks to my old buddy, booger who just turned 17 yesterday. happy bday boogs! *kiss* ayun.. so i saw his status sa YM.. its his blogger address, and it reminded me of my oldieee blogger. i hope i can share my thoughts here in a daily basis hehe. oh, screw me! lol. goodluck to myself.